One word for last night was, fucking weird. Why would she kiss me? Is she a lesbian? I'm flatterted but I'm not interested. The wierdest thing about it was, we were friends. And my first real friend, likes me like that.
As I turned onto DeGrassi street, I thought about seeing her. What what say to her? Did I give her the wrong idea? Well, i didn't mean to. I hope she doesn't expect a relationship. First off, I've never been in a relationship. Second, I don't want my first relationship to be a girl. The closes thing to a relationship ever, with me, was never. Fuck this, I have to find out. I have to know, I can't just think about it while having conversations alone pretended to be her, speaking for her in my mind....
The bell was going to ring in about 20 minutes, I was early. I'm always early. Like I said, I hate waiting for people, so why should anyone be waiting on me? No one should... I'm not a hypocrite. I just hate people. Alot of people. And hopefully Angela wouldn't get written onto the list today.
When I pulled the handle of the Degrassi door, I instantly saw the main office. Maybe I should see the counselor. I want to get to the bottom of this before I hurt her, or something. When I turned into the hallways with the yellow lockers I saw her. She had on a yellow Degrassi polo uniform on. I instantly went up to her, "Um, hey." I said, looking down at the marble floors.